That’s my son’s opinion.  It IS a lot of words, but I spent five years in a relationship that was essentially fictional.  If the words were for my psychopath they would indeed be wasted, like all my words to him were, along with all time, money, efforts, and energy I spent.  And he’s unworthy, I should mention that.  He has an ego the size of a planet without the sense God gave a carrot.  He proved himself inept in so many ways it’s tempting to feel sorry for him.  Until I remember what he is.  I’ve been quiet all this time.  I haven’t started my own smear campaign against him or tried to turn anyone against him, and I think I’ll say just as much as I please because I’m worth it.  It doesn’t matter if nobody else reads them.  If people do, lovely.